In The Wake Of Passion Love Is Formed

ripped from annuh hehehe lol

2005-07-02T17:56:44Z

Life story of: Benton

Single or Taken: Taken

Sex: male
Birthday: may 19, 1989

Sign: Taurus
Siblings: Baird, almost 19

Hair color: dark brown

Eye color: gold

Height: 5'9"

relationships:

Do you have a boyfriend: nope, no bf, dont date men lol

How many exes do you have?: 1

What is your longest relationship?: 9 months and 1 day

What was your shortest relationship?: well since ive only had one so far 9 months and 1 day

fashion stuff:

Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes: ummmmm i dont really shop

Any tattoos or piercings: nope, want to get my lip peirced though

Favorite brand?: dont know lol

What is your sexiest outfit?: black long sleeved shirt, black pants, my boots, makeup and my jewerly with my hair down lol

What do u wear most the time?: white shirts and black pants

specifics:

Do you do drugs?: used too, still a little time to time

What kind of shampoo do you use?: really expensive stuff from a store called Lush

What are you most scared of?: bees

What are you listening to right now: forest gump lol

Who is the last person that called you?: Navaz

Where do you want to get married?: outside, in a cemetary or something

What would you change about yourself?: my body

favorites:

Colors: black, white, green, blue, purple

Foods: anything thats good

Girls name: Skyy

Boys name: Darius

Subjects in school: independent studies

Animals: kitties

have you ever:

Given anyone a bath?: yes

Smoked?: yes

Made yourself throw up?: yes

Skinny dipped?: yes

Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yes

Cried when someone died?: no

Lied: yes

Fallen for your best friend?: no

Been rejected?: yes

Rejected someone?: yes

Used someone?: no

Done something you regret?: yes

current:

Clothes: shorts, shirt....

DVD in player: forest gump

last person:

You touched: myself

Hugged: dont remember

You yelled at: dont remember

are you:

Understanding: yes
Open minded: yes.
Insecure: most of the time
Random: yep

Hungry: yes
Smart: somewhat
Moody: yep

Hard working: can be

Organized: no lol just organized with what i do lol

Healthy: no

Shy: yes
Difficult: yes

Attractive: people appear to think so

Obsessed: yes
Angry: yes
Sad: yes

Happy: sometime
Hyper: no

who do you wanna:

Kill?: ex
Slap?: people

Get really wasted with?: my gf lol

who:

Makes you smile: alot of people, my gf
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him or her?: lol people

do you ever:

Sit on the internet all night waiting for that special someone to get on?: fuck yea lol
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: maybe for a month
Wish you were younger: no

number:

Of scars on my body: some

your thouqhts:

I am: ok
I want: to see my gf

I have: no life
I wish: i was dead

I hear: ben talking
I hate: lots

xxultimaxxx @ 2005-06-14T10:43:00

2005-06-14T17:46:41Z

lets see time for a update...turning my life completely around now, i finally got over my ex *like almost 10 months to do it sheeh* I'm on some new sites to waste even more of my time cause im good at that, oh yea lol. Meeting tons of new people thankfully, its quite fun, im horrible on updating about my life....ummmmmmm well thats really about it, i dont like describing my life to people who can randomly read this so ill end it here, ttyl, peace

Poor Felipe tear

2005-06-05T17:51:17Z

Your Livejournal zombie attack.

LiveJournal Username

The name of your zombie infested home town.

Your zombie killing weapon of choice.

How much do zombies scare you?

Oh noes!!11 A zombie! What do you do?

Blasting zombies left and right with a freaking twelve guage. What do you think?

blondeyetti

Curled into a fetal position crying their eyes out.

damien_nightcro

Is pwning some zombies with Don't Stop Me Now playing in the background.

shevian

Is sitting at home watching CNN and eating ice cream.

_wendish_

Get ripped to pieces by the zombies. Bummer.

damien_nightcro

Is the zombie king who you must destroy to end the zombie menace.

melusina_shadow

Number of zombies you decapitate.

Chances you survive the zombie swarm.

65%

This Fun Quiz created by Rob at BlogQuiz.Net

Libra Horoscope at DailyHoroscopes.Biz

xxultimaxxx @ 2005-05-26T21:01:00

2005-05-27T04:05:46Z

1) Total number of films I own on DVD/video:

ummmm 50 or so

2) The last film I bought:

i dont know....

3) Last film I watched:

star wars episode III

4) Five films that I watch a lot or that mean a lot to me:

ummm the star wars series and the LOTR series

1) Total number of books owned? (Why is the numbering of the questions messed-up?)

like 10 lol

2) The last book I bought?

ummmm i dont know

3) The last book I read?

The Art of War by Sun Tzu

4) 5 books that mean a lot to me or that I read often?

Romance of the Three Kindoms lol

5) Tag 5 people and have them fill this out on their ljs:

no one lol

xxultimaxxx @ 2005-05-09T20:21:00

2005-05-10T03:21:59Z

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

xxultimaxxx @ 2005-05-04T17:12:00

2005-05-05T00:13:02Z

01. Who are you?
02. Are we friends?
03. When and how did we meet?
04. Do you have a crush on me?
05. Would you kiss me?
06. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
07. Describe me in one word.
08. What was your first impression?
09. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

abondoned

2005-05-04T00:13:58Z

i seem to be getting abondoned by more friends lately. Lost like 4 in a week and 1 dosent talk to me rarly anymore since shes got a bf now and i feel so ignored and unloved from her now since he gets all of her attention.it could be just cause im a fucking spoiled brat i think this but its how i feel. fuck it all

...

2005-05-04T00:02:24Z

<td bgcolor="#BBEEDD"> General Geekiness: Moderate</td></tr> <td bgcolor="#B0F4D7"> Internet Geekiness: Moderate</td></tr> <td bgcolor="#A4F9D2"> Music Geekiness: Low</td></tr> <td bgcolor="#99FFCC"> Academic Geekiness: None</td></tr>

Your Geek Profile:

Gamer Geekiness: Highest

Fashion Geekiness: High

Geekiness in Love: High

Movie Geekiness: High

SciFi Geekiness: High

How Geeky Are You?

xxultimaxxx @ 2005-04-13T21:40:00

2005-04-14T04:40:20Z

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Benton
Birthday:	May 19, 1989
Birthplace:	Seattle, Washington
Current Location:	My room...oh you mean where i live. Salinas, California
Eye Color:	Gold/Brown
Hair Color:	Dark Brown
Height:	5"9
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Righty!!!
Your Heritage:	German, Scottish, Slovakian, Irish, all the good stuff
The Shoes You Wore Today:	umm shitty ass sketchers >_<
Your Weakness:	Ummm my balls....
Your Fears:	Bees, Needles, Spiders and Clowns
Your Perfect Pizza:	Supreme!!!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Umm not getting kicked outta school or getting a girlfriend, either one
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	lol
Thoughts First Waking Up:	"Ahhh i got school..."
Your Best Physical Feature:	ummm eyes???
Your Bedtime:	Whenever i want bitches!!!
Your Most Missed Memory:	My ex tear
Pepsi or Coke:	Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	Burger King
Single or Group Dates:	Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	CHOCOLATE!!!!
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Coffee
Do you Smoke:	nope
Do you Swear:	What do you fucking think??? of course not you peice of shit
Do you Sing:	la...la...la there i sang
Do you Shower Daily:	nope
Do you want to go to College:	sure why not, not my money ^_^
Do you want to get Married:	Yep
Do you belive in yourself:	No
Do you get Motion Sickness:	Yep
Do you think you are Attractive:	HAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHA dies
Are you a Health Freak:	pfft no fuck that shit
Do you get along with your Parents:	somewhat, if i ever see them lol
Do you like Thunderstorms:	Yep
Do you play an Instrument:	ummm no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	nope
In the past month have you Smoked:	nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	ewww oreos....
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	no
In the past month have you been on Stage:	no
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	YES OMG YES lol
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	not to my knowledge... lol
Ever been Drunk:	Yep
Ever been called a Tease:	Yep
Ever been Beaten up:	Yep
Ever Shoplifted:	Yep
How do you want to Die:	Suicide!!!
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	Ummm a computer analyst or professional video game player ^_^
What country would you most like to Visit:	Japan
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	brown
Favourite Hair Color:	dark brown or dirty blonde
Short or Long Hair:	long
Height:	5"5 or so
Weight:	150 or so, average weight
Best Clothing Style:	tight jeans or short skirts lol
Number of Drugs I have taken:	ummm none
Number of CDs I own:	too many
Number of Piercings:	none
Number of Tattoos:	none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	omg too much
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

xxultimaxxx @ 2005-04-10T16:53:00

2005-04-10T23:54:02Z

lol Kims the mastermind and rapist. now thats hot ^_^ lol

Theres something wrong here!!!

2005-04-07T02:23:26Z

ew...

xxultimaxxx @ 2005-04-04T11:31:00

2005-04-04T18:42:53Z

stole from sabrina, its old i just never got around to posting it:

A is for - age: 15
B is for - boyfriend/girlfriend: me?!?!? and another girl?!?!?!? *dies from laughing*
C is for - career or the future: Computer System Anaylist or my little kid career, proffesional video game player. lol
D is for - Dead person you would like to meet: dont know
E is for - Essential item: my computer
F is for - Favorite song at the moment: Bastards from Hoods
G is for - Guy/Girls you've kissed: ummm lets see ived kissed like 3 guys and 1 girl, lol i need to get the girl one up there....
H is for - Hometown: Seattle, Washington
I is for - Instruments you play: nothing
J is for - Job title: Bum
L is for - Living quarters: My room thats in my house with all my anime girl posters <(^_^<)
M is for - Memory of the day: Most romantic memory with my ex
N is for - Number of people you've slept with: 1
O is for - Overnight hospital stays: none to my knowledge
P is for - Phobias: Bee's, spiders, needles and clowns
Q is for - Quote you like: ill just name a few from one of my new games TimeSplitters Future Perfect
"Time to unleash the asskickulator" "Eat my primitive projectile....EAT IT" theres more but im too lazy to type them
R is for - Relationship that lasted the longest: They meant bf/gf sabrina...for me it was 9 months and 1 day and 3 hrs and about 41 mins, i cant give you the seconds though.
S is for - Sexuality: Straight
T is for - Time you wake up every morning: 8 for school and like 12 for weekends
U is for - Unique trait(s): scar on my upper lip lol, not really a trait but oh well
V is for - Vegetable you love: peas
W is for - Worst habit: my smart mouth lol
X is for - X-rays you've had: back and mouth on multiple accastions
Y is for - Yummy food you make: ummm i can do pastries, grill, bake, all sorts of stuff
Z is for - Zodiac sign: Taurus

heh

2005-04-04T07:18:46Z

stole from meg...

Name: Benton
Age: 15
Location: Salinas, California
Height: 5'9"
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Eye Color: Gold
Hair Style: Long, wavey like
Hairband color: black baby!!!
Sweater Color & Style: I dont wear sweaters.
T-shirt Color & Style: Plain simple white shirt
Bra Color: Oh yes i so wear a bra for my man breasts *oozing with sarcasm*
Underwear Color: Dark blue boxers
Pants Color & Style: Black nice dress pants
Socks Color: white
Shoes Color & Style: Stupid ass mostly black sketchers shoes
Listening To: Bella Morte
Watching: Nothing
Drinking: soda soda
Eating: nothing
Thinking About: stuff
Feeling: why do i have school today???

Time to post all my icons i still have....

2005-03-27T20:33:00Z

id put them behind a cut but i dont know how to do that, but im just here to bore you with my icons

Sex Education

2005-03-27T07:18:57Z

Little Johnny was 7 years old and like other boys his age rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about 'courting' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Johnny, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister
and her boyfriend. This he did. The following morning, Johnny described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he turned off most of the lights. Then he started kissing and hugging her. I figured 'Sis must be getting sick, because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as the doctor because he seemed to have trouble finding her heart. I guess he was getting sick too, because pretty soon both of them started panting and getting all out of breath. His other hand must have been cold because he put it under her skirt. About this time 'Sis got worse and began to moan and sigh and squirm around and slide down toward the end of the couch. This was when her fever started. I knew it was a fever, because Sis told him she felt really hot. Finally, I found out what was making them so sick-a big eel ;had gotten inside his pants somehow. It just jumped out of his pants and stood there, about 10 inches long, honest, anyway he grabbed it in one hand to keep it from getting away. When Sis saw it, she got really scared-her eyes got big, and her mouth fell open, and she started calling out to God and stuff like that. She said it was the biggest one she's ever seen; I should tell her about the ones down at the lake by our house! Anyway, Sis got brave and tried to kill the eel by biting its head off. All of a sudden she grabbed it with both hands and held it tight while he took a muzzle out of his pocket and slipped it over the eel's head to keep it from biting again. Sis lay back and spread her legs so she could get a scissor-lock on it and he helped by lying on top of the eel. The eel put up a hell of a fight. Sis started groaning and squealing and her boyfriend almost upset the couch. I guess they wanted to kill the eel by squashing it between them. After a while they both quit moving and gave a great sigh. Her boyfriend got up, and sure enough, they killed the eel. I knew because it just hung there, limp, and some of its insides were hanging out. Sis and her boyfriend were a little tired from the battle, but they went back to courting anyway. <33333333333333333333333He started hugging and kissing her again. By golly, the eel wasn't dead! It jumped straight up and started to fight again. I guess eels are like cats- they have nine lives or something. This time, Sis jumped up and tried to kill it by sitting on it. After about a 35 minute struggle, they finally killed the eel. I knew it was dead, because I saw Sis's boyfriend peel its skin off and flush
it down the toilet.

I love this story sooo much

update of life

2005-03-22T01:20:40Z

well, I'm up in washington at my aunt and uncles. All is going good. Quite peaceful. I love there neighboorhood. I love going for jogs and walking the dog around the neighboorhood. My cousins are doing good. Saturday when i got here my little cousin (Tom) had his 10th birthday. 9 little kids running around screaming. omg it was chaos lol. I helped Dave (my uncle) and Janet (my aunt) take care of things by cooking, supplying and cleaning after it. Went to go see the movie Robots, what a shitty movie, i wanted to walk out so yea. Thats all for now I'll update later about stuff when it happens. later

Its been a while since i posted

2005-03-17T18:57:53Z

Well yea its been a while lol, it takes time to get enough stuff happening in my life to make a decent post. So get over it lol.
Well, ive made a new friend named Christina (no relation or affiliation with my ex thank god) She's a pretty cool girl. We're gonna hang out sometime and have jamba juice and a tea party with me in make up and one of her dresses lol. So yea shes cool.
I actually met another friend too named Kim. She loves Dynasty Warriors as much as me and is a oriental major from what shes told me. I dont know her too well still so not too much to post. I will when i get to know her better.
I'm heading up to washington on saturday til friday over spring break to visit my aunt and uncle and my cousins on my dads side. Which is gonna be cool, its been 2 yrs since ive seen them so this will be a good visit. My little cousins birthday is like on saturday so depending on when i arrive i will get to join him in his party (his names tom and hes gonna be 10, yes dad hes gonna be 10, time flys by lol) Man i remember him when he was like 4 and 5 man. lol
Schools going just fine. We had our High School Exiting Exams (CAHSEE) tuesday and wednesday. 4 hrs long on each test, so 8 hrs total. That was boring. I shouldve done well on the english. Its the math im worried about. But oh well wont know the results until next school year so im not gonna brood over it.
Some of my friends *cough Anna cough* should post a little more often lol. Well I have nothing else to post about so ill ttyl all later. peace

xxultimaxxx @ 2005-03-14T15:55:00

2005-03-14T23:56:29Z

Dance the night away by karchan85
Name
What you Look like
The Music	Country

Quiz created with MemeGen!

yes!!! I got GIR!!!! woooo hoooo!!!

xxultimaxxx @ 2005-02-28T11:33:00

2005-02-28T19:33:53Z

You Are the Individualist

xxultimaxxx @ 2005-02-27T20:12:00

2005-02-28T04:12:40Z

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Update time!!!

2005-02-26T23:30:56Z

Time for a update since 2 people really want me to *glares at anna and sabrina* lol. Well i found some new shampoo and conditioner that makes my hair almost too sexy and im not joking. Its really good. its from a store called Lush. If any of you have heard of it, its the best. They have all kinds of bath products. My dads gf works there so i might be able to get a job there. That would kick ass lol. I also got a facial last night. Tonight im gonna get my hair trimmed a bit cause of split ends....those bastards....

Bought a new video game called Tenchu: Fatal Shadows. Its a good game, a stealth run around ninja game where i get to slice some throats. yummy!!! hehehe.

Anna left me for a week *cries* but i will get to talk to her over the phone hopefully if she ever calls me gosh lol. jk anna. Im currently at my dads doing his laundry >_< since hes out and about.

Well thats all i can think of to post about so ill post later once they annoy me enough to do it lol. ttyl, peace

w00t

2005-02-21T18:12:14Z

Your Brain is 46.67% Female, 53.33% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female

You are both sensitive and savvy

Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed

But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

xxultimaxxx @ 2005-02-19T15:05:00

2005-02-19T23:18:05Z

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Benton
2. SacredRelics
3. Ultima

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. xxultimaxxx
2. dualblades7
3. sacredrelics20

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my darkness
2. my writing
3. my sillyness

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. ive hurt myself
2. hurting others
3. my temper

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. German
2. Slovokian
3. Scottish

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. no feelings
2. constant pain
3. bees, needles, and spiders

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. video games
2. sleep
3. internet

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. shirt
2. shorts
3. boxers

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/ARTISTS RIGHT NOW:
1. Bella Morte
2. The Cruxshadows
3. Rammstein

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Autumn
2. Marilynn My Bitterness
3. Fall No More

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. not new, but love again
2. cool underpants
3. ummm stuff

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP, BESIDES LOVE:
1. trust
2. sexual attraction
3. loyalty

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. I love women
2. I love video games
3. I love life

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE (OR SAME) SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Eyes
2. lips
3. Hair

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. be in loud places
2. move around alot
3. let someone go free

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. poetry
2. gameing
3. sleeping

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. play games
2. buy games
3. sleep

THREE CAREERS YOU ARE CONSIDERING:
1. computer networking
2. computer programming
3. video game palyer

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION (that i haven't been already):
1. germany
2. UK
3. japan

THREE KIDS NAMES:
1. Darius
2. Eve
3. Emily

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. live
2. Have children
3. marry someone i love

xxultimaxxx @ 2005-02-19T13:55:00

2005-02-19T21:56:00Z

My Renaissance Village by Saphyne

Username

Country your village is in

Your village is really more of a

peasant-ridden hell hole

The best thing to ever happen there:

Indoor plumbing!

The worst thing to ever happen there:

The town prostitute died.

The richest SOB in the village is

damien_nightcro

The tax collector is

sapphire17

The sheriff is

blondeyetti

The town priest is

madame_macabre

The town prostitute is

elvenarcheress

The village idiot is

xxbrokenwings

Chance that everyone will die of the plague: 38%

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Update

2005-02-18T19:29:36Z

Not much as been going on here. Just doing my independent studies thing and such. Hunting around for a new gf cause im fucking tired of being alone. But thats not working so im quiting it. Im losing hope thats theres any decent woman in the world. Its quite annoying. All they do to me is play with my emotions then leave me hurting. Its fucking gay. Well i truely dont know anything else to post since no one reads this thing plus i have a boring life so there you go.

In The Wake Of Passion Love Is Formed

ripped from annuh hehehe lol

xxultimaxxx @ 2005-06-14T10:43:00

Poor Felipe *tear*

xxultimaxxx @ 2005-05-26T21:01:00

xxultimaxxx @ 2005-05-09T20:21:00

The Keys to Your Heart

xxultimaxxx @ 2005-05-04T17:12:00

abondoned

...

Your Geek Profile:

xxultimaxxx @ 2005-04-13T21:40:00

xxultimaxxx @ 2005-04-10T16:53:00

Theres something wrong here!!!

xxultimaxxx @ 2005-04-04T11:31:00

heh

Time to post all my icons i still have....

Sex Education

update of life

Its been a while since i posted

xxultimaxxx @ 2005-03-14T15:55:00

xxultimaxxx @ 2005-02-28T11:33:00

xxultimaxxx @ 2005-02-27T20:12:00

Update time!!!

w00t

xxultimaxxx @ 2005-02-19T15:05:00

xxultimaxxx @ 2005-02-19T13:55:00

Update

Poor Felipe tear